Sunday, November 19, 2006
10:59 PM
juz saw an ambulance, along with a police car pass by the road outside the window of my rm in hall. wonder wad happened...
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
6:54 PM
2day's the first time i didnt realli haf any lessons at all ever since sch started. onli had a 40 min prac session at nuh with this 250K mannequin again. hahz. but once again i'm super amazed at the mannequin, not only does it respond to your auditory commands (eg. asking it to open its eyes), it acty breathes out carbon dioxide and takes in oxygen in the same percentages as eachof us does. n, 2dae we were doing on pnuemothorax with is lung collapse caused by air in the lung cavity, the doctor acty stuck a needle into the mannequin's chest wall 2 let out the air n all the values on the ECG machine went back to normal!!! it's bloody hell like a real human responding to therapy sia. no wonder it costs as much as a hdb flat in singapore.
oh, n one funny thing, we learnt abt this genetic connective tissue disorder called the Marfan Syndrome. hahaz, so funny lah, when the doctor mentioned it, everyone thot he was trying 2 b funny since the illness really leads to alot of complications. turns out it's the real name of the illness!! in case anione doesnt get the joke/ pun, read the name of the syndrome in hanyu pinyin way. =p
was out studying with jen, mok n yy the whole afternoon after tad. i miss studying with them. mebbe im too used to it since both the last 2 major exams i went thru, i studied with them. it's juz a feelin of comfort n familiarity i guess. think im realli becoming antisocial. hahz, i enjoy eating dinner in my rm, watchin tv n tokkin 2 shahri on the fone at the same time. den after sch, i can come back 2 rm n study myself, stimes i dunt even mind packing lunch back 2 eat. hahz. but i enjoy it. not 2 say i dunt enjoy the company of some of my frens lah. esp the pple frm my og. but other den tad, i find it too much of a chore. mebbe coz my og pple more or less noe me already. hee! mebbe i dowan 2 b in the medical lib, arnd sch, seeing these pple all the time cause subconsciously i noe tad i'll b wrkin arnd them 4 the rest of my life. quite scary rite, seeing the same pple 4 the rest of ur life. even those tad u noe u cant wrk with. but tads a fact of life.
aniwae, spent the afternoon reading up on the pelvis, which is wad tmr's prac is abt. there r so many complications tad can occur during birth of a child. read until i oso think giving birth too scary liaoz. hahaz. =p
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you make my life perfect-`
Thursday, November 09, 2006
12:20 AM
i gave myself an off day today... want planned, juz a spontaneous decision. aniwae, i slpet for 3 hrs in the afternoon after coming back frm lessons, woke up at 6.30pm, went 4 dinner den after tad tok 2 shahri until 11pm, put down the phone, lie on my bed 4 a while, finish up my pbl qn 4 tmr in half an hr, pack my stuff, n now im ready 2 go 2 slp again. hahz, sounds like a pig... bt i realli cldnt bring myself to do anyth today. felt so tired... dunno y oso. aniwae, now tad i had sufficient rest 2day, tmr's a whole new day. muz jiayou!!! beta try 2 finish up DNA otherwise i'll lag further again. jiayou peilin, muz do it!!! =p
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you make my life perfect-`
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
12:42 AM
i've always felt that children r a source of hope, mebbe tads y i wanna become a paediatrician... somehow, they always seem to haf an innate ability to simplify and make you see the positive side of things. n the most unbelievable thing is how the strength and courage they haf in them can sometimes b greater den tad of any adult u pick of the streets, esp in the face of true adversity... i realli love kids, i wanna haf loads of them if i haf the ability n time 4 them. hahz. =p they deserve alot more den wad some parents r willing 2 fork out emotionally. so, frens, think abt the discontentment, problems and regrets u haf in ur life tad affected u deeply, n take care nt to let them happen to ur kids in future...
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p.s. juz some random thots... =p
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
1:22 PM
in my rm now. it's 1.16pm. ended lessons already. think some pple may think i'm realli lucky, get 2 end lessons so early. hahz, but truth is, the day only realli starts when sch ends. bleagh. it feels like a levels all over again. studying after sch everyday... initially i realli werent used 2 it. but i guess in students churned out by the singapore education system, there will always b the potential n capacity 2 mug. i've been doing this 4 like one wk plus n already quite used 2 the idea tad mugging is part n parcel of my life. like how sad lah. hahz. i hope it's all worth it in end. u noe the worst thing abt medical sch is tad there's so much 2 rmb that somehow no matter how much u think u noe, it always seem so insignificant, as though u nvr realli studied. n it's sth i've nvr encountered b4 in my life... i duuno how this entry sounds 2 u guyz, but honestly speaking, im nt feeling as sad as it may seem frm my post. hahaz, im acty so adapted to the idea tad it's juz part of me already, like how u hafta eat n slp everyday. only thing tad's on my mind now though is disappointment tad i didnt get 2 watch deathnote, one of my fav manga some more. but wad 2 do, realli no time lah. wait till exam over den find a way 2 watch it bahz. cant wait 4 exams 2 b over!!! den i can get my life back temporarily. =p
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you make my life perfect-`