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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
2:58 PM

seeing that even geraldine had made the effort 2 revive her blog, decided to make an attempt to do so b4 i lose all those pple who acty diligently try 2 keep up with my life. aniwae, haven blogges in abt 2mths already, n even den my last blog entry was nt realli sth i came up with. hahz. sch's crazy, guess mebbe im trying 2 do too much in too little time. plus there's a neverending amt of knowledge 2 b absorbed in med sch. it's realli crazy. currently in a rather sick state. went 2 the doc ystd, he said i had tonsilitis. (inflammation of the tonsils caused by bacteria...), so im having a very painful throat plus recurrent fever frm the infection. nt so bad now, ystd i gt a shock when i saw my body temp shoot 2 39.0C. thank gosh it went down in the nite. guess it's my body's way of telling me 2 take a rest. haven realli slowed down my pace at all since sch started. cept like the first 2 wks or so when hall activities hasnt started... yar, so in the end i didnt go sch ystd. nt completerly recovered yet, bt thot i better go sch 2dae otherwise i'll haf alot of things 2 catch up on esp since they r starting on the big chap- heart!!

im realli torn btw wanting 2 make my uni life a fulfilling one and wanting to haf time n space 2 myself and the pple arnd me, to do the things i want to do. i want 2 go back 2 the times in the first 2 wks where i can meet frens in town 4 lunch, hang arnd my frens rm watching stupid videos at nite. even blogging seems a luxury now. sigh... thinking of pulling out of hallplay acty. think it's realli tough trying 2 balance tad against the yunnan trip meetings as well as the other hall activities. plus the countless number of readings tad i haf... n i'll definitely choose my ocip over hallplay anytime. at least i click with the pple there more n haf more fun. =p dunno lah. if i want 2 pull out i hafta decide fast, otherwise it'll b very irresponsible. bt i still cant make up my mind...

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you make my life perfect-`