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Sunday, May 28, 2006
1:20 PM

dunno whether to laugh or wad, ystd my whole day surrounded by same topic sia. hahaz, in the morning at the fsc picnic, in the evening at my class outing, in the nite in squad convo... amusing sia. whole world tokkin abt hu n hu attach lah, when gt married lah, blah blah blah. 人生大事。damn funny. dunno whether it's sad or wad, i cant rmb when's the last time someone 'moved' my heart, 已经很久没有心动的感觉了。。。 think it was in j1 and it's nt even someone i knew frm jc, hahz. can't rmb wad it feels like to be in love; to fall heads over heels 4 someone liaoz. sounds sad rite, but acty im okay with it lah. it's juz that llike geraldine puts it, there's the possibility of findin urself increasingly alone as all ur frens plunge into rships... hahz. true.

mebbe im picky den. hahz. to me, feelins very impt. unless i realli feel a strong sth, otherwise no matter how comfortable i m with the person, or how gd frens we r, i wunt budge a step further. a bit stubborn i guess. n abit perfectionist. but tads me... =p but den again, nt realli lah, my requirements nt high wad. i dunt mind pple's education standards, family backgrnd, blah, blah, all these i dunt care. i nvr thot that academic achievements were a way to measure a person's worth. it's what's in the person's mind and heart that's most impt, no?

u noe, some time back i had this realli wild dream of marrying a caucasian or someone with some realli exotic nationality in future, hahaz, coz eurasian babies super cute! ok lah, it's damn dumb, i was young den. but it's true, eurasian babies r the cutest, or rather most mixed blood babies r realli cute. saw so many when i wrked at great world. hahz, mebbe that's y i so attracted to go london rite. jkin lah. =p

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you make my life perfect-`